goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.... lol

yooo!!! so as some of you may knoww,,, i have moved on and started a new blog. keep reading and i'll give you the link ;)

as my last post,, i'd like to share with you a poem i like very much:

Remember Me:
To the living, I am gone.

To the sorrowful, I will never return.

To the angry, I was cheated,

But to the happy, I am at peace,

And to the faithful, I have never left.

I cannot be seen, but I can be heard.

So as you stand upon a shore, gazing at a beautiful sea - remember me.

As you look in awe at a mighty forest and its grand majesty - remember me.

As you look upon a flower and admire its simplicity - remember me.

Remember me in your heart, your thoughts, and your memories of the times we loved,

the times we cried, the times we fought, the times we laughed.

For if you always think of me, I will have never gone.

Isn't it nice?? and oh so true....to the living, the dead are gone..to those who are sorrowful about the death- they feel the person will never return..to the angry people- the person was cheatedto the happy people- the person is at peace..to those faithful people- the person never left.... and its trueee!!! THIS BLOG WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS. OR ELSE ;)

okayyyyyyy,,,,,, heres the link:

www.smile-share-sigh-see-shine-sunny.blogspot.com

(just highlight the line above if you havent figured it out dumbo. i kid. ^^)

tmrw: last day of term. . .~~WOOHOOOOOOOO!!!! XD

hayyy,, so this has been a pretty good week!! tmrw is last day of term :)
in cooking we made trifle today... it was in a cup and was so sweet!!! made me enek :P
and theeennn,, oya, in english we're reading does my head look big in this, which is good coz ive read it bfor!!! :D Tmrw we're making pies in cooking :) and... has all i have to look fwd to i guess.

erik is hereeee,, and then papa will be here sooonnn!!!!! oh i cant waiiitttt :)

okayy... imma go...

oya!! i made lemon meringue pie last weekend.. tasted sooooo goood mann!!! XD

im soooo tired.. wanna sleeeppp... glee is on soon,. then gg is on go... cool. nueee..

cascada "cover" - - pffftt

lol. both recent posts are on my mums birthday, and her wedding anniversary :P

sooo,, this is a vid i made a while ago late at night and bored. the lips dont match the sound at times. coz i had to add the music wen editing. coz it was late at nite and i couldnt be noisy rmemba?? hahhaa anyways,, turn off the song at the bottom of the page and enjoy the vid. no hate mail pleaseee hehehehe the song belongs to cascada, and cascada alone.

YES. i do realise how "attractive" that paused picture/screenshot/whatever is,, haahhaha.... so, as the kind, unselfcentered, dont mind being mocked person that i am, i am giving you full permission to laugh at and tease me. but because i give you permission, doing those things feel less fun doesn't it?? ;)

home sick, and homesick... :'(

sooo.... today i was home sick... and i was homesick :P

in an hour and a bit we're gonna go to mt. lawley to see my mum's friend who's in town and some family friends and kris, who's 2 years older than me from my old skul :) so that'll be good!

feel like crap, but feel better than i did this morning/yesterday... i got rained on otw home yesterday :( lol.

watching 90210. made a bed out of pillows on the floor while i was home alone todayyy hehehee

school has been pretty good... cant wait til its the end of term in a few weekksss~~~ XD

sooo.............!!!
i just got back from mt lawley! it was gooddd!!! we sat around, had a cheese platter..(courtesy of me n mum hehee)... indo food (rendang-with the wrong sort of beef. thnx ben. lol nahh it was good!, soto and kare) so props to bron jess mbak ross and ben who made that, , and then we had chocolate fondueeee yummmyy :) bron kim jess ben n kris had daquiris and coffee + baileys haha,, me mum n kass had water juice and coffee :P

OH!!! and kris brought back a teenage mutant ninja turtles top for me from tya and also some sesame street rings XD from when tya went to america in july. she also sent a 3 musketeers bar,, but kim and kris ate it otw here,, coz they didnt wanna declare it hahaa,,,, its the sending fee i sed :P i dont mind.. hehe

sooooo,, all in all, it was a good night XD hehee.. wonder what lies ahead in the wknd.. =P

XOXO!!! mwahhhhh

whats new..

wow... updating this is beginning to feel like a monthly affair- -if at all :P
anyway.. its been like a roller coaster lately... lots of happy moments, and funny moments.. some sad.. and some just plain old crappy...

out exams are over!!! thank god.. don't want to have to think about that for a long time,, please...
ummm.. oh! the 40 hour famine has come and gone!!! i famined food, it was all good :P no temptations... and then we watched bandslam for free bcoz of it and it was suprisingly not all that cheesy hahaha... and then theres the quiz night, that we didn't actually go to for a few reasons- that kelly, lasera, jana, val, cata n wendy will know, and we ended up making 'troy' which is awesome!!! check it out if you haven't!!!!!!!! then me sam aly n val volunteered at city to surf and it was pretty good... the funny thing is, ,before the event everyone was all categorised in their cliques, and then during the event all that faded away, walls came down and everyone just mixed and helped each other out- no matter who it was- but then during the bus ride back you could totally see all the walls build back up again... lol..
what else has happened lately?? hmm... bron is in town, mums birthday today, baked a sorta fail cake that looks like it has measles... oh i got a black ipod nano 4g,, thats pretty exciting... oh, and mbak sur, one of my favouritest ppl in the world who has been loyal to our family, and is practically part of it, for 15 years, went back to jawa yesterday coz she needed to get operated coz it turns out she has kanker rahim.. which is cervical cancer? or some sort of cancer in the uterus.... :( i hope she gets better... and soon.. i miss her..... :( :( :(

oh welll... Xs and Os to all....

weeeee,, enjoyyy :D

This is what happens when 2 loons like sam and sun r stuck together, with music and a webcam ^.<

mish u sammynanthaaa,, n this video proves we havent changed a bit!!! hahahahhaha

oyaaaa!! PS. just pause the background music at the bottom of the pagee,, u kno that pink cassette?? :P then u can hear the vid properlyyy :]

myy ohh myy,,,

damnn.. ive been too neglegent... sowwy blog!!! hehehhee

its been two weeks or so since my last post... soooo,,, after my last post was jnana's birthday!!

it was heaps fun!!! we watched horror movies,, then a superhero movie.. then we ate,, n we had cupcakes!! (zomggg,,, ssssooooooo yumm!!! n prettyyyy!! hehehe) n we became narcists n played foozball n took piccies n then we played hide n seek!!! hhihihihii,, funnn.. n then sumthing like blind man's buff crossed with murder in the dark!! hahahhaaa.. twas funn

then,, my phone had no signal, so my mum culdnt call me. so she was waiting outside for me for a while until finally kassie gave in n came to get me. thats when kellys mum came out too! hahaha..

soooo,, throughout the week.. nm happened really. work was due. yumm food in hospitality. got our subject selection forms that im reallllyyy confuzzled bout. damn...

soo,, another week over. last week we played soccer but today we did social dance. it was okay i guess. probably could've been a whole lot worse.... still not my cup of tea.. ;)

gahhh!!! so jealous of friends back home!! not only on the 5th they had awards night-prom n had so much fun!!! this week class 9 went to nusa lembongan (an island just off bali) for camp for like 3 days!! n they had so much fun!! n then the last activity they did was water sports on this cruise ship,, omgggg.. n then i saw pictures... of all of those things i mentioned above. n then the homesickness hit....

:'( i called a few of my friends.. one of them was in the village coz her grandma had died.. (Sowwyy abebeeee!!! :( ) but we talked at like 10 n she was okayy.. :) n then nissa n fel were at ss,, buying winter clothes for nissa to go to melb,, hahahahaa.. it was their last day of school today. finally finished with class 9!!! hahhahahhaaa...

okaayyy,, sowwwwyyy for the long update.. so lazy. hahaha.. gotta stop... love youuu.!!! hhahaa

oyaa!! so exciteddd!!! on the 23rd of June imma be goin home!!!! weeeeee.. i get back on 22nd of July. mummy is making me go to skul on that day. cannot wag. damn. :(

tiring week calls for long weekend!! whoooottt!!! :D

woww.. its been almost a week since my last post.. hahaa...

me n noreen have been very busy this week,, haven't weeeee??

*wink wink*

mum got tonsilitis earlier this week so i had to take the bus most of the week and do more chores.. oh wellll..,,, haha... shes all better now thoughh! :)

only saw the ezy loves kelly sign this week!! hahaa.. cracked up laughingg.. so in the end was it shaun or james who did it?? hmm...

funny incident this week: "RICKY PONTING!!!!" haahahaa,,, janaaaaa

funny incident today: in english josh got called out n richard hid his racket. when josh got back he knew where it was straight away!! :O but then he got called out again, n richard hid it agen,, this time he didnt know where it was,, so funny he was looking everywhere for it!!! :P but then the relief teacher put his foot down and told everyone to give it back.. so bronte did.. :P

oyaa,, we played soccer in pe todayy,, heaps better than softball n social dance!!!!! ^^

im so tireeedd... LONG WEEKEND!! YAY FOR FOUDATION DAYY!!! -whatever that is :P

XO XO

wweeekkk eeennndddd ; finally!!!!! :)

tgiwe!!! thank god its weekend!! hhahahaa

sooo,, yesterday was pretty uneventful... math i probably failed the test. i left like 2 pages empty. english we're watchin a doco. . . in pe thank god we didnt do social dance,, we played badminton n then we tried it with only one raquet on each team!! hahaha, ,soososoososoos fun n funny :P but so not fair!! kelly only did social dance once n when she came today there wasnt even social dance!!! ahahhhahaha

todayyy, ,me mum n kass went to freo n got some warm clothes. once again aq ma kass brtengkar.. oh well. i dont care. hhahaha,, shes just SOOOOO annoying sumtimeeess!!! :P LOL/.

we had kebabs for lunch n then went to my aunts house and hung out there for a bit.

hey/// was there the bbq today guys?? coz i wasnt sure n there was no news about it... so if there was bbq today.. oops. sorry,,.,.. i didn't go.....

today i got to wear my 'i heart bali' shirt that paul brought here for me when he had a 11 hour transit here last week!!! :) and my mummy bought me these socks for inside the house n its pink and it has a bear on it!! and its ears and feet are stickin outt!! so cuutee... i'll post a piccie wen i get around to it!! :)

xoxo

.rain. not the singer!!! .. which reminds me of the iklan clear.. "jenengku udan." hahahaa,, "my name is rain" in javanese!!

BbbrrrrrrrRRRrrrr... today was cold!!!!hahhahahahaa .... at school i was getting outmy jumper and i realised that my pe clothes were still in my bag. gross. hahaha,, so pas pulang i put them in the wash and now i'm waiting so that i can chuck em in the dryer!! :D

at home. alone. getting sidetracked by this. but soon i gotta go finish my english summary on the great ship and then maybe study a bit for math test tmrw!!!! @_@ :S

aahh... im bored. and procrastinating... i dont wanna do homework!!! :)

hix.... i miss these people!!!!:

buuuutttt,, im so glad to have met these people!!!!!:

ILY GUYSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoooxxoxooxx

okkaayyy.,,, the wahing machines gone off, so imma go chuck the clothes into the drier.

(is it drier or dryer???)

oh watev...

XO XO

yeLLo!!

Yelllooowwww!!!! :) This is my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . hehhehee. duhh!! wat a dumb thing to say.. hahhaha

SOoooo.... this week has been... challenging.. ? heheh.. the math teacher we have atm is so annoyingg,, coz noone understands what he explains.. we miss you Ms Bendtsen!!!!!!!! :'(

And we have a test on Friday (?) that I am totally gonna fail!!!
Plus I dont understand half the things being talked about in science :S - -gotta catch up thooo!!

Walked past CCC today,, where I did my work experience. Said hi to Bec and Zina and saw Lily and Bailee on the swings!!!! hahaaha,, so cuuutteeee >o<

Nissa ikut lomba puisi on Monday n kata dya,, dya bener2 menghayati sooooo,,, all we can do now is wait for the results n see if she won!!! hahhhaha,, i know she totally will win tho!!! ^^

GAAHHHHH!!!!! in english we're presenting our plays tommorow!!!! im gonna mess up..

oH well....
cyaaa!!!!
xo xo